I am completely confused about how to express my feelings
at this moment. Actually, I never know, but I still want to say...
I fear loneliness, but I like
quietness. I can’t even find out who I am, and how I am. You may find I’m
stolid, but I’m not. I fear noise sometimes. It seems I am quiet, but I’m not.
What I love—there are a great
number of things. I love hard-working most, but sometimes I can’t. I don’t know
why. As for my hobbies, I like skiing, swimming, and piano. Skiing is my
favorite because wind
whistling from my cheeks gives me some passion. Oh, I enjoy math, really really
enjoy.
I lost something
important—courage. I am wondering when I lost it, but I couldn’t find. I lack
courage so I can only be thinking.
I fear talking a lot. This is me. I don’t
want to lose it though I need to change. This is me!
